Ryl's Unspoken World: Biggest impact in year 2009. so far

10/9/2009 - *Thursday

Okay. i guess many people dy know wat happened to me last week.

Btw, Yes. I Failed my EOS.

n guess wat, i failed TWO papers - PP & Biopharm. "Brilliant" me! LOL

Last WED, we got to know our EOS result.

Mon & Tues - Resit. This means that i had only 5 days to study? "Good" News!*.*

The first thing that came into my mind when i saw my result was my parents. i juz didnt know how to face them, but i still took the courage to tell them after i chilled. surprisingly, they did not scold me. somehow i can feel they really worried, i felt damn bad.. tears juz flow out like tap water. terrible! really.

So, for that 5 days, i had the hardest time ever in my life.

I cried, I struggeled, really really hard. As failed TWO papers is VERY BAD( u can ask any pharmacy student), somemore we do not hav enough time to study.

But i did not give up. For my parents n MYSELF.

2day while we were sending Jaric off, 9 something we received sms that resit result gonna out at 11am TODAY! which means One day earlier than wat we expected.

Us when taking the KLIA transit back to IMU to get our results.Three of us were way too blur n worried till we kept took the wrong turning, made the wrong decision. taking KLIA transit back was silly as we can just follow soon's car actually. wtv, heck it! wat was in our minds are all about the RESULT!

Pass or Fail?

What to do if we fail?

we made a deal that all of us gonna get through this.

although it never really work out, hmm... still, 3 of us gonna stick together till the end!

with the help n company from each other. =)

They are the MQs who r leaving to uk this sept 19th.

Those steps to get into IMU were heavy, legs were lenguh, n 2 of them very funny wanted to shit while we were walking. watever weird symptoms came out, when we were walking to the first floor, AAD.

When we reached there, the Dean was dy lecturing people. we went in, after a quick lecture, finally we got our results. LOL. My confidence level has dropped eversince i failed my EOS. When i saw my result, i was super happy, n hug my darling fiona! obviously, i PASSED. after all the hardwork, i was kinda satisfied with my resit result. ^^ Basically, everyone gave their very best. so Good job to all the resit batchmates! ahhaha we cant deny that there is a special bond between us, the Re-sit one. We are so gonna fulfill the promise we made, that " WE WILL NEVER FAIL AGAIN" ! agree? =)

muah tracy!

awww.... i m so gonna miss her. with her in our group, i always do not need to worry.

she guided us, no doubt that she is a good leader. ^^

i gonna miss all the MQs a lot a lot!i juz cant wait to c them after nine months.

Now if u ask me, m i gonna fail again for the next/following semesters,

i will answer full with confidence, NO!

u have no idea how's the feeling of failing EOS, or worse two papers. unless u urself experienced it. The Lesson is BIG enough to change US.

So, Failing is good, actually. XD

Back to Morning.......................

I woke up at 6.30am, fetched wendy from her sis place, met soon in IMU.

Waited for the latecomer- fiona, we left to KLIA to send Jaric.

3 of us were super tired, as we slept late the day before.

Lei~~~ =)

4 of us... no more no less.

Tu udang yg baik making something for Jaric. he is such a sweet fren.

Tada! his pieces of works.

I m so lucky that i appeared twice out of 5 of the pics. wahahha

oh wait i think 6 pics. another 1 is their KB pic.

Ryl + pussyJaric

with his burger-breakfast on his hand. aha

if u wonder y there is a distance between two of them,

it is becos jaric's family was there looking at them.

n wendy was so shy! wahhahaa =P

Jaric n fi ^^

the Woooooooo- MAN!

our wishes with our memorable photos....

Breakfast in MCD.

The inseperated THREE.

Physically seperated, but they are bonded strongly to each other.

True Friends, 3 are more than enough. :)

His frens who sent him off

Family

Ex-Catholic High School 's students.

Awwww... a warm hug is more than a thousand words!

Say "goodbye" n "Bon voyage" to pussyJaric!

i shall meet u in UK next year. wait for me! =)

That's wat happened to the other 2- soon n minghui.

Seeing them cry simply made all of us heartache.

End up, we all cried. plus the

"wei... i become pussy dy"(means he is crying) Jaric when we talking on da phone.

Nvm, we will meet in UK! yea... dun celebrate christmas this year without me la! =/

*I.Miss.U*

plus lei lei n Xiang....

Wait till everyone graduate from their studies, we shall go for another memorable TRIP!

maybe Europe? wahhaha like my parents will allow. tsk tsk *daydreaming*

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COLLECT RESULT

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Spend time with my LOVE wendy

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Rush Home.............

Dinner with family!

My younger bro-Sam, finished his UPSR on tat day! So, he requested for good food.

Daddy was busy with his work, couldnt make it.

We went with mummy!

awwww suddenly miss my Sis... a bit only! ahahhaha blekk :P

Hhahaha! His eyes are too small. so i helped him to open bigger!

funny la my little bro. tsk tsk*

Had one n half dozen of OUR fav escargots! *satisfy*

Blissful~ ^o^

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After dinner, yum char

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Budak ini dah nak terbang ke Bristol, UK on next monday.

Wei liang! n he finally change his spec.

good good* wanna court girls in uk huh? ahhaha =P

The "Lala" Jae n yihshin

okay. due to the few times ffks, i was teased by all of them for the whole yum char session again n again. =( sob sob. people failed Exam, n busy for Resit ma!!!! =P=P=P

Camera-shy mei xin

it was so hard to snap a photo of her. i tried plenty of times, but keep failing.-.-"

She also joined them to bully me! waaaa... very pathetic lo me.... hehe

Trust me, he is a BAD GAL.

don't u think that he looks pretty?

okay. maybe in this pic he is not. but in few pics, he looks exactly like a girl. but i m too lazy to dig out those pics. ahahhaha

He is really bad. hmph!

Stupid Ang jae han. U owe me movie ah.

I look terrible after a long long day..

was exhasted, but for wei liang, i insist to go for the yum char session although my mum kept nagging me. :) hehehe proud not wliang? blekk... wweeeeee i gonna c u again 2moro.

2moro as in sunday! ahhaha so i actually update this after few days procrastination. =)

Ohya! i almost forgotten.

Now look back all the pics, saw the pink shirt i wore?

That's the shirt i wore when i got my EOS result. hence, i din really dare to wear it until tat day.

cos i tot result coming out on friday?but who knows... when i knew that result came out on tat day itself, i almost fainted. cos i was wearing exactly the same shirt!

ahhaha. i know this is ridiculous or i m silly. but really... i thought it was giving me the sign that i gonna fail again! -.-" Big SWT right? but still i really thought that okay. i kept bothering fi n dy that i wanna change shirt all da way from KLIA to IMU. hahaha they laughed at me =( then fiona said, maybe GOD wants me to face the fear. True enough. weeee! now everything is OVER! *happy happy*

Before i end this post,

I would like to thank few people for giving me either physically or mentally support when i was having the hard time dealing with resit papers.

Thanks to my Batchmates who comfort me on the EOS result out day, who wishes me before/after the resit, who lend me his/her hand whenever i need help, n those who gave me mentally support!

Thanks to my i-yen ers who giving me mentally support as well! u all know how special u all are =)

Thanks to my other friends too for those sweet & encouraging messages, n for the care!

Lastly, of cos

a very BIG thanks to my family! especially my parents n muah beloved sister!

Thanks for being such understanding parents, i felt real grateful!^^

Thanks sis for helping me, and the mentally support although u r far far in scotland now!

I appreciate all of u(both family n frens) alot a lot, more than u guys can imagine! =) hehe.

I feel very very grateful, to hav so many good friends.

who willing to lend me their hands when i fall.

juz like wat wendy said, we are too blissful n lives are too perfect for both of us. thats y GOD gave us a big obstacle to get through this time.

My life is completely perfect with presence of all of u( family n friends).

I m contented with what i have now. ^^